Why i Like Spankings and When we Found Out i Liked Them.

i love to be spanked not just soft, but very hard because it does not get me off just getting light taps on the ass. i am a sub that likes it rough and does not want to play around with spankings. i love it when my ass is red and sore and Sir grabs my ass just to make it sting a little more.

Spanking turns me on and love to hear the sound of the paddle or hand or whatever on my ass and i moan and purr. Sir loves the sound i make when i get spanked and likes to use His hand a lot cause He gets better moaning out of me.

One of the other things i like is the rubber paddle which  i had to pick out for Sir’s birthday cause that is what He wanted for His present something to spank me with.   He used it in the store trying different paddles on my while wearing a shirt with no panties and no bra. Then outside He pulled my skirt up and spanked my ass where everyone could see lol.

i get so wet when i am spanked hard or threaten to be spanked and my clit throbs also.

We found out i like to be spanked by accident almost 2 years ago one day Sir just nailed into me with His hand and i moaned and got really wet.

Sir was very happy to find out how much i loved to me spanked.

Well we have to go and put the clothes in the dryer and i also have nothing else to say.

My Day and i Want Spankings.

Well i was suppose to be off today, but since 2 people got fired from my job i have to work 6 days straight {ugh}. How they got fired was one of the employees was under age and asked to buy a bottle of liquor  and the other employee let Him buy it without carding him.

Talk about stupid he says well i thought to be hired here you have to be of age and i am like um no you can be 18 and be hired sigh. So both of them got fired at once in one day and i am surprise the under age person was stupid enough to think he would get away with it.

Now a total of 3 people have to work 6 days this week and my shifts are all screwed up grrr.

On another note i really want a hard ass spanking until my ass cries for mercy and is very red, because i love a good spanking for pleasure.

i do not like punishing spankings cause i have to get on my knees and get the naughty girl talk and then i get spanked very hard to where i can cry and i have to count everyone of them or He will start all over again.

i really do not like to count them either because i just rather get spanked for my punishment and get it over with and if i got to count them it takes longer to finish my punishment.

Well i guess i am going to go and lay down with Sir for a little bit before i got to go to work.

Life and my Birthday

Well i have not blogged for awhile i have been very tired and also had other things to do like on Friday we went to the City Museum which has caves and slides to slide down it was a good night.
i had to work graveyard shift on Saturday through Monday which sucked and made me very tired and i also had to work on my birthday {sigh} but i did have a good birthday.

i slept most of the day yesterday cause i was so tired from everything going on last weekend and working more graveyard shifts i normally work only 2 graveyard shifts.

Sir went out to do some errands and got my presents from the Post Office cause we did not get to the door in time to get it when they came and knocked on our door.

Sir came home and opened the packages for me cause they were hard to open and Sir got me 2 books, which are Yes Sir and Naughty Spanking Stories A Through Z and i started reading them right away.

i got more horny and put the book down while Sir was cat napping and He woke up with me taking His pants off and stripping Him. He said to me did you ask ? i just ignored Him and kept going lol.

Then i sucked Him to get Him hard and got on top of Him and He teased me with His cock and again said did you ask? i kept trying to get His cock in me but it just did not work and so i had to beg for His cock. After i begged He did give me His cock lol and fucked me hard i was allowed to cum a lot today cause of my birthday.

Then i said Sir can i try something He is like what can i get my wand and use it while we are fucking? He Nodded and i got up and got it out and put it on my clit while He was fucking me. i was going crazy man that felt good rocking and having my wand rock up and down my clit mmmmmm.
After we fucked and we came together Sir did tell me He had plans for my ass later which i knew what that meant that He was going to give me birthday spankings lol.

After dinner we came home and Sir had the girls give me birthday spankings and then He told them to leave the room and shut the door.

He then said i could pick what i wanted Him to spank me with and i said His hand and He nodded. Then He asked me a question Do you want to count while i spank you or do you want me to i said Sir i would like you too Sir smiled and evil grin i should have known better what that grin was about.

So He started spanking me and got to 15 and started rubbing my ass and then started back at 10 again i was like um no Sir it is 16 and i kept counting awhile so He would stop at 31.

He said you better stop counting cause i might lose count but i kept counting and then He started back at 1 again grrr i could have hurt Him for that lol. After he finally got to 31 He then got the cane out and gave me another 31 and 2 extra stokes with His hand and the cane to give me extra luck lol.

well it was a good Birthday i loved it and thank you those of you that wished me a happy birthday.

Even though Sir can be very evil i love Him very much and more everyday and i will never stop loving him.

Well i think i have said enough this time cause this again is the biggest blog i have ever done lol and i hope soon i can take a nap soon since i worked graveyard shift last night.

Last Night and Today

Last night we watched a movie i love watching a movie with Sir and having my head on His lap, also i was very horny.

Sir told me that when the movie was over with that He wanted me to sit on Him and ride Him while He was sitting on the couch and i smiled really big.

One time i had to go potty and Sir said i guess i will let you go this time but next you might have to hold it or ask He has never done that to me before You should have seen my eyes and it made me hot to hear Him say that.

After the movie was over i sucked on Sir’s cock and when it got big i got on Him and fucked Him liked i did not have sex for months and then after a fews minutes He had me get on the couch and He got on top of me and made me cum really hard with Him.

i still wanted to be tormented  like for 2 hours but Sir was to tired but He did say i could use my wand but had to ask to cum. About 20 minutes i had to cum while also using my favorite dildo. Sir said i could cum but He made me wait a second before i got to cum.

Then we went to sleep and when we got up i was still horny but Sir made me wait still, so to make the time go by fast i read erotic stories which made me more horny, then Sir snapped his fingers and said go to the room little one.

i ran into the room got on my knees on the bed and pulled my pants down bare butt and He is like what if i dont want to spank you lol i looked at Him with the look what the fuck lol.He told me to strip and then He spanked me with the rope whip and the belt while having nipple clamps on and then He took the nipple clamps off and told me to get on the floor on me knees i got on the floor really fast.

Sir fucked me hard i got to cum when i wanted which i was very happy, then we both came together and then Sir got out and said i want you to suck my cock clean i did right away. i sucked His whole cock sucking it clean and then He grabbed my hair and made me suck Him mmm.

Sir has never had me suck Him clean before i did like it a lot in the past i would have looked at Him and said no that shows you how much i want to obey and please my Sir.

i love Him so much that i want to always please Him not displease Him. Well i think i said enough for one day because this is the biggest blog i ever typed.

i Finally Conceded to Sir.

It took 14 years to finally concede into Sir last night that He loved me more instead of always saying i love you more because i felt that way since i loved Him since i was 8 years old that and it took Him another 8 years to realize i was the one for Him.

When He told me He loved me more last night i told Him i believe you He said it was about time i said that to Him. i don’t know why i had this problem but i now believe He loves me more each and everyday.

I love Him also feeling closer than i ever have been i feel He is a Friend, husband, a good Sir to me and someone i can talk to. i do not keep things from Him anymore like i used to.

i used to be in a shell and hold things in and not tell Him how i am really feeling and i am so happy i made that step to get out of my shell because it really does suck to be closed in and not trust your partner.

i can say i am trusting Him more and more everyday when before it also was hard to do and that He will take care of me even if it is not want i want when are having sex or telling me to torture me without cumming that He has really nice plans for me later.

Communication is the key for a marriage to work and trust that is how you can be close to each other.

i was wondering if anyone that reads my blog has any comments on this cause i wonder if other people have gone through what if have gone through to get here.

A Wonderful Night.

Last night was a wonderful night Sir took care of me and i needed it We had not been able to do anything for 2 days because i was so tired and sore from work, so i had become really mouthy to Him.

i even thought of even doing something bad so i could be punished for awhile and not cum for a couple of days and i do not know why i even thought this cause i would never want to displease Sir.

So anyway Sir said yesterday He will take care of me and give me what i need a good spanking, so last night He also told me that when i came the first time i will not be able to stop cumming unless He told me to.

i then just started to fight Him so i could not cum and He is like i am going to get you to cum no matter what.

He used the wand on me no luck, then did the dildo while using my wand and would not stop of course until i came hard. i came very hard for Sir and then the spanking started.

Well after the first i came a lot over and over again and i had to beg Sir to stop me from cumming and He would say ok little one you can stop and then after the spanking He fucked from behind.

and then got out of me and had me suck His cock with my juices mmmmmmm i am starting to like my juices. and then after that He came hard and told me to come with Him.

i was floating really high in subspace and i slept really well last night it was great. little one says Sir thank you,so much for a wonderful night.

Please if anyone has questions for me please ask i really like the questions

Orgasm Denial and my Day

Well i do know what kitten is going to go through for 2 weeks in not cumming cause Sir had to do that to me for a punishment when i did something wrong.

He told me to use my wand and put vapor-rub on my clit and i could not cum, but the night before i was torment so bad that i thought i could not handle that and not cumming, so what i did was move my wand to make Him think i used it and put only a little on my clit.

For some reason i got in my mind i could not trust Him in taking care of me so i did that and when He found out He was very displeased cause i did not trust Him enough to take care of me.

i had never seen Him that displeased before and i was sad and ashamed that i told Sir i feel like He should punish me with not cumming for a month and He said no you cant handle a month, it will be 2 weeks.

i agreed with Him so i was tormented and used for 2 weeks He fucked me day and night whenever He wanted i also begged Him to let me cum and He said no you are going to stick with this punshment i am not going to let it slide.

Before When He punished me sometimes He would let the punishment not last as long but we found out i did not learn my lesson,so He stuck this one out and i was very cranky and pouted a lot hoping,so He would let it go.

There was no luck at all and He did not budge and also He told me He does not like to punish me i am glad He does not like to do that. Another thing was when He punished me after the punishment He would let me cum very hard and squirt very hard.

He said He felt in doing that it took the sting out of the punishment and so He said i would have to play with myself until i came and He would watch. Then after that He fucked me and then did let me cum over and over again.

Well work went well today but i am still tired and sore from work and had a headache when i first got to work. i will also be going to work for a few hours to help my boss since we are having big shots video our store.

Today Was a Tiring Day

i went to work at 6 am and did not get off until 5pm i was doing groceries,shift duties, and shifted out today. i think i did impress my boss cause i stayed for him. i am tired and sore and also horny.

last night Sir closed our door to the bedroom and i am like Sir i am to tired to do anything and He is like i know little one and He went into the closet and got my wand out and told me to open my legs.

It did not take very long to want to cum and He kept on saying hold it lol and look into His eyes and then He let me cum hard.

i think i am going to call it a day blogging.

Any questions that you want to know me ask away.

My Day and Another Question

Are there darker fantasies you hesitate to share with your Master still

Sir knows all my fantasies even my dark ones and we have done most of them. Except  having sex on the beach has not happened yet ,but we hope it will happen sometime in our lives.

Today was a good day,but at work i worked my butt off and my wrist hurts from pricing so much candy and my legs hurt cause i had to do a lot of bending up and down.

i have to go into  work tomorrow at 6 am to do more of the stuff i did tonight and i am sure i will w0rk my butt off again i might even stay late.

We are having big shots coming in next week to do a video and use it for training for other stores so we will be working our butts off this week.

They had to do a double grocery order so there is a lot of pricing and everything to do.

Another Question

How did you and your husband meet?

Well i met Him when i was 8 years old and He was 12 years old. We both met at a church i grew up in and He started coming later on. i started liking Him when i was 8 years old also and had Him picked out at 8 years old.

I married Him at 17 years old and He was 21 ,so we have been married for almost 14 years.

Anymore questions would be great.