Well Now i am Horny

i am still on the thing you get every month and now i am horny and want sex and a good ass beating. i love my ass sting and very red and love it when Sir lays into me really hard. Sir loves the moans He gets out of me when i am spanked really hard.

Maybe this will give Sir a hint i want a spanking lol cause we still do things even though i am on the rag just not as much as we normally do. It has almost been a week since i have been spanked hard but i know i will get one soon.

i need my subspace high i love it when i am there and i never want to go down off that high lol because it feels so good. i am sure when i am off the rag Sir is going to torment really good because He loves to hear all the moans i give out lol.

Work and Life With Sir

Today i went to work early again {ugh} i hate going into to work early on Saturdays and that is why i would rather work second shift. Everything did go smoothly for the day except that one of our employees was late and so i was kinda pissed for awhile.

Things got better after awhile and the day went pretty fast and since we had an extra person on first shift i was able to leave and hour early and i was so tired. i came home and took a nap i slept for 6 and a hour hours.

Sir was gone with the kids for awhile and then came home and went to sleep with me for about 4 hours.

i am on the rag or as Sir puts it i am broke lol and most of the time Sir does not do anything with me when i am on the rag. He does spank me if He thinks i need one even though i am on it and i tell Him but i am on the rag you can not spank me.

He says i can spank you whenever i want and do not forget it and when i say He can not spank me i am really saying inside yes please spank me and i say it to try and provoke Him lol.

As i have said i like spankings unless i am getting punished by a spanking cause He makes sure it hurts so He can get through to me.

i have not had those kinda of spankings for awhile, which i am very glad and it means i am learning and i do not want to displease Him, So lately i have been good.

Well i guess i am done here tonight and again Sir i want to tell you how much i love and care for you and thanks for being here for me when i need.

Weight Loss

i really did not have anything to say today,so i decided that the subject of weight loss would work. About 10 months ago i stopped drinking soda and started drinking a lot of water and now total i have lost 51 pounds.

i have so much self esteem and i feel really good because i have more energy and i love to walk now. Sir is also proud of me and people can tell i have lost that much weight also.

i used to wear a size 28 now i am a size 18- 20 and i got 13 pounds to lose and i will be 200 and when that happens a friend is going to take me clothes shopping. i cant wait to hit 200 also cause then i would have lost 65 pounds.

We will see from there if i need to lose weight more after that my goal right now is to hit 200

Well i hope this post was at least some what interesting.

A Nice Wake Up Call

Sir got up to take our daughter to the bus stop and then after that came back home i was a sleep and did not here Him come in. Then i felt the blanket and sheet pulled off the bed and then Sir started spanking me. My clit started to throb cause it knew what was going to happen before Sir started to spank me.

He spanked me with His hand lightly at first and then started to pick up the pace and harder it got, then He squeezed my butt cheeks to soak the spankings in and then started to spank me with the belt.

While He spanked me with the belt He started to lay into me hard and swung so hard that the bite of the belt started to sting my ass more than ever and He also spanked my pussy with the belt.

After that i He got the wooden spoon and spanked me with it a few times softly at first and then spanked me hard with it. When He was done with the spoon He then got the rope whip He made and started to hit me hard with it and that thing also can sting.

Then Sir got the belt out again and spanked me hard with it no warm up cause my ass already had the warm up it needed and man did it bite hard on my ass but i loved ever bit of it.

Sir Then stopped using the belt and got then wooden cane out and started to spank me hard with that and boy did i like that mmmmmmmm. He spanked me on my thighs and feet with the cane but not to hard.

He then used the belt on me again and hard and as you can see i got the belt a lot today because He knows i love it. When He was done with the belt again He got the rubber paddle but started softly again and then laid into me hard with it.

He made my ass sting even more but i was floating so who cares right i really was not feeling it much even the hard ones. Sir then got the acrylic cane out and spanked me hard with it and then He said are you ready and slammed that cane hard on my ass.

Again i did not feel that to much because i was to far gone to care.

Sir said i got over 1,500 spankings today and it really did not feel that many and i guess i was floating to much to tell that it was more than i ever got.

Sir then had me get on my knees and sucked His cock while i sucked His cock i had my wand on my clit and Sir told me i could cum whenever i wanted.

So while sucking His cock i came a lot and then Sir had another idea to stuff my pussy with my favorite dildo  and still have the wand on my clit while sucking Him. i loved that idea and had the didlo deep in my pussy.

Sir told me while sucking Him to turn the wand on high and to cum over and over again until He came. Sir also had me pinch His chest while sucking His cock with that wand still on high and the didlo inside me. Then Sir came hard and i sucked every last drop of His cum and came with Him.

So as you can tell i loved my wake up call this morning.

Spankings

Sir came to pick me up from work and while He was there He got gas and then came in where i was waiting for Him and then smacked my ass hard and made me jump lol. After that He took me home and in the parking lot He started to kiss me and then He turned me around and pulled my pants down.

i was like well good thing you can not spank me with your belt because you cell phone clip is on and then i heard the belt sliding out of His belt loops. He then spanked me with the belt 5 times on each cheek.

After that He spanked me with His hand also a few times and and then put His hand in my pants and said you can not cum and i whimpered lol a couple of times and then we came inside.

Sorry i have not posted lately i have been busy with work and my daily life and i have been so tired.

Also this post is pretty short i do not know why i also have not felt like posting because still dealing with the emotional pain so if everyone could please be patient with me.

i am sure i will be back to myself hopefully soon.

Last Night and Being Bratty

Since i have been hurting emotionally i started being more bratty than normal and i also had a hard time obeying Sir. Sir told me last night i had to ask to go pee and with being bratty i went to the potty without asking.

Sir said now you have done it and put me in a trance and told me that my body would not let me pee without permission and then He said that when He says i am tied up even without rope that i will be and can not move.

Sir then got me to come out of my trance and i still was bratty. Sir also wanted me to scent myself behind my ears and He said if i did not i would not be able to cum until i did which means He did not care if i could not cum for 3 weeks if i did not do it.

We went back to watching the movie and still i was being bratty and He said also my whole body was now going to be extra sensitive and if He spanked me it would get worse.

After the movie Sir said so you going to do what i told you to do and i said no, so He stripped me and put my face in the corner and again said i was tied behind my back and that i had nipple clamps and also a clamp on my clit.

Sir just left me there making me think of my actions and how boring it was after 5 minutes Sir came to me and said So have you been thinking and i said yes i wanted to do what He told me to do.

Sir turned me around and said ok i want to see you do it so i did.

After the corner bit Sir opened the deck door and blinds and had me bend over a stool to get spanked, so if anyone walked by they could see and hear me get spanked.

He started with His hand, then the cane,belt, and paddle. After Sir did all this He told me i was not done and still would be spanked and took me to the bedroom.

Sir had me put my face first to the wall with my ass out ready to get spanked again He spanked me with His hand,flogger, and belt it drove me crazy and made me moan.

After that He told me to get on my knees on the bed and started spanking me again for a few minutes and then He  put His cock on the crack of my ass and i started to moan.

Sir asked me,” What was it i needed?” i said i need your cock in my pussy and please cum into me so He could make me pass out later. Sir got into my pussy ans pounded into me hard and it did not take Him long to cum and He would not let me cum.

Sir then told me to get on the bed on my back and got the clothes pins out and put them on my nipples and also started using the pinwheel on me. It made me go wild and moan and move all over the place, so Sir told me my arms were now tied and legs. Sir then kept running the pinwheel up and down my body and even inside my pussy.

i still had a hard time keeping still but could not move all over the place since i was tied.

Then Sir got the magic wand out and my dildo and started using the magic wand on me on my clit and by this time i was moaning and could not stop moaning. After awhile Sir then got the dildo and put it in my pussy and started using the wand on me.

He started fucking me hard with the dildo  and wand on high it was not long before i begged to cum. sir still made me wait a minute before i could cum and then i came hard.

Sir then said now since it work so well before i could cum as much as i wanted in 6 minutes but when i did cum i would get even more sensitive and then He started. Man it was wild i came a lot and Sir would not let up or let me rest He kept tormenting me.

The last 3 minutes it was so much torture with Him pounding my pussy and using the wand on high and it made me cum over and over again i could hardly even breathe.

After the 3 minutes was up i was about to pass out then and Sir said i am not done with you yet and got the wand and put it on my clit and told me i could not cum until He said i could.

It was not long before i begged to cum and He said oh not yet and still i kept begging and still He said not yet. After a few more seconds He said little one look at me and i did and He said cum. i came so hard that i squirted and felt the release of the emotional pain go for a little awhile and then i passed out.

i could not talk or open my eyes and i was so high in subspace that i could hardly even move and was breathing very slowly.

Sir then gave me a kiss and said He loved me and i was a good subbie and of course i could not talk or do anything but just lay there and go to sleep. After 2 hours i had to get up and pee and i was still floating high in subspace.

When i woke up i still was there and i love that feeling of being so high in subspace.

Well this again is a long post i hope everyone enjoys i know i did.

This Morning and Afternoon

i came home from work after working the third shift and woke up Sir because He wanted me to wake Him up when i got home. Sir and i cuddle for awhile and i could tell He was getting excited cause He was getting hard. So i asked Him sir do you want me? He was like of course i want you and again i asked cause want i meant was do you want to fuck me. I told Sir because i need to wash up before we have sex.

Sir said come with me and so i did we went to the bathroom and Sir started the shower and while we were waiting for it to get hot Sir started to be rough with me. Pulling my nipples, pulling my hair, and scratching me.

Then we got in the shower and washed ourselves but while Sir was washing me He told me to start finger myself like a dirty slut and i did that for awhile and then i got on my knees and sucked His cock. Mmmm i love His cock now.

Then i stopped sucking and He said to keep fingering myself and so i did and after He finished washing He told me to get on me knees. i got on  my knees and Sir slammed His cock into me and started to pound me hard.

We did not say a word He just fucked me and i just took it and then Sir said ok come now and we both came together.

We needed that release cause we got bad news from a friend and so we are both hurting and i have to say it did help but of course not enough to let the hurt go away yet. It is going to take awhile.

Sir said before He went to school that i could use my wand and come hard and while doing so think about me fucking you in the shower. i then said Sir can i wake until you are done with school i am very tired and He said that will be fine.

So i woke up when i knew Sir would be calling me soon and started to use my wand and also put the dildo in my pussy and waited for Sir to call.

It was not long when Sir called me and we talked a little. Then i asked Sir if He wanted me to use my wand and use the dildo? He said yes start using it.

i turned the wand on and started fucking me with the didlo and started to moan loud for sir because that is what He wanted. After awhile i felt i could not take it anymore and Sir said cum hard and loud for me. i came hard for Sir and was very loud and He said good girl.

Sir then told me to cum again and loud and i did again and then Sir said i want you to finger yourself until i get up stairs and so i started fingering myself and then Sir came into the bedroom.

After He saw that i was playing with myself He told me to come here and when i did He took His cock out of His pants and i started sucking hard on Sir’s cock hard. Also running my tongue up and down His cock. After awhile Sir told me ok i want you to go get the belt.

i got the belt and He pushed me face first to the wall and told me to put my ass out and then He started to spank me hard not soft i felt like it was harder than He has ever hit me.

i loved it and it was not a spanking more of a beating lol and i got so wet for Him.

Sir then turned me around and started fingering me and it was not long before i asked if i could cum and He said no not yet. He did that a little longer and then said ok cum hard.

Sir then told me to get on my knees and pushed His cock into me and started fucking me hard and He said you are my dirty slut  and i said yes i am your dirt slut. He said the reason your my dirt slut is so you can cum right and i said yes and you are still my dirty slut if i do not let you cum and i nodded again.

Sir then said ok dirt slut cum and i did but i did not moan or scream out and Sir said next time i want you to yell and scream when you cum. He fucked still hard and then smacked my ass and said cum hard and moan and scream loud.

i cam hard for Sir and moaned and screamed very loud and He also came hard in me and then Sir got out of me and i just laid there because i could not move.

When i was able to get up Sir was dressed again and told me to put my collar on and to cuddle with Him. We cuddle for a few minutes and then got up to make dinner.

Friday Night

On Friday our kids went to their friends house which means for were left alone yay.

Sir picked me up from work and then we relaxed a bit by watching a movie and getting on the computer. After the movie Sir asked me to come to Him and when i did He pulled me down to my knees and grabbed my hair and put my mouth on His cock.

i put the whole thing in my mouth and ran my tongue up and down His cock it did not take long before Sir felt He had to cum, so He to His cock away from me. He told me to get on top of Him while He was sitting on the couch.

i rode Him for awhile and Sir said i had to wait to cum, so i got all worked up and begged Sir to cum and He told me to hold it and then He let me cum.

Sir let me cum a couple of more times and asked me if i had enough i said yes Sir and He said i want you to give me a blow job and hold my cock deep in your mouth until i cum.

i put His cock deep in my mouth and ran my tongue up and down His cock again and it was not long before He came hard in my mouth. i sucked every last drop down and said oops i missed some and kept doing it over and over again.

Sir laughed at me and said i had sucked every last drop i am cumming into a cock sucking slut because i never used to like to give blow jobs or swallow but now i want it all lol.

Last Night Was Interesting

When i was at work i was being naughty and a smartass to my husband and employee i was working with, so Sir told me i was going to get it later and also said that i had a vibrator in my panties while i worked and it was going to be on the whole time until i got off lol.

After work Sir picked me up and said since you were naughty tonight everything on your body is going to be extra sensitive and i smiled and still was being a smartass the whole night until Sir could take care of me.

When He was able to He tied me up and spanked my pussy and i moaned. Then Sir got the pinwheel and ran it down my body i was going crazy cause i was so sensitive.

after awhile Sir stopped and sucked on my clit and also could not cum unless i had permission and then Sir got the wand and my dildo out. i moaned and begged Him please dont and He did it anyway lol.

When it was a few minutes and i was going crazy Sir then said you can cum as much as you want in 6 minutes but every time you do you will get more sensitive and i pouted a little bit lol.

Well it did not take long before i came hard and i was going even more crazy and i felt like i was going to pass out and Sir did not give me a breather either.

After the 6 minutes i was already far gone and Sir said i am still not done with you and He put the wand on my clit again and had my hold it before i could cum and i came really hard and passed out.

i did not even move most of the night i was so much in subspace mmmmmmm.

Well i really did not want to blog tonight lol but at least i did.

Quicky,Work, and fire

Sir woke me up and said i can take you whenever i want and i nodded of course and then Sir started to fuck me with really long stokes. He said i could cum when He felt i needed to cum and so i came for Him this went on for a little while. After awhile Sir could not last any long and told me to cum with Him and so i did and after that He got out and we cuddle for a little bit and then slept some more. Sir told me i had to walk to work today cause He had to do some errands and so i walk to work which is only a block away and work started out like a normal day. After awhile i started to smell something burning and i looked and saw smoke coming out of an apartment and so another employee called 911. i called the leasing office and told them what was going on and it kinda hit home cause we live in the same apartments. The fire got worse flames shooting out everywhere and the gas station also got smoke in the store which was no fun. There were police cars and fire trucks everywhere and people getting out of there cars to watch, it was pretty interesting to watch. After the fire put out all the windows were gone and the whole apartment did catch fire. The thing that was good no one was hurt but the bad part was they did not have renters insurance While i was working i got a lot of customers asking what happen lol i got tired of telling the same story all over again. Work was also tiring cause i worked almost 10 hours today and did more stuff than i normally do but it was fun, but i can say today was a good day.