Back to Normal

Well my I am back to normal after the punishment I had and it brought me back in place. I have been a good girl and I know Sir is please with me and we are back to where we were before the punishment. The next day after the punishment i was feeling like I had failed because it has been awhile since I have been really punished.

This one was really real because when I cried he did not stop he kept going until he saw that my body was ready to submit and put me back in my place again.

The way I was acting really confused me because I have never ran into this problem before.

So I was wondering if I ask questions that I might get comments to try and help.

Has any sub or slave had a problem with a change in their life that they could not see their Doms Or Masters very much they started to act out to and take it to far they had to be punished. What about any change that you had to be punished because you did not like it or it was new?

I hope someone can help me with this and I am wondering if this is normal to feel this way?

Well today i got punished because i was a bit more than bratty and i was disrespectful to Sir. i was being stubborn and ignoring Sir when He said i had to get some school work done.

He even warned me to watch it or there will be a punishment and i still kept taking to far not to happy about it now. So when we got home from dinner He told me to go take a shower and He would be there in a minute.

After my shower Sir came into the room and told me to knee and i knelt at His feet looking up at Him and then He gave me the naughty girl talk and how much He loved me but He was going to have to punish me.

I nodded i knew i needed it and then Sir told me to get on the bed on my tummy laying flat on the bed. He said you do not have to count these cause i do not know how many it is going to take to put you back in line.

He started with rattan cane first and was not merciful with it because He did not give me any warm up spankings at all. After that cane He used the other cane which hurts more when He spanks hard with it. i was holding it in still feeling like i was still fighting and then Sir got the cable out which i hate it hurts like hell and leaves marks

He hit me hard with it and i could tell i was giving in and not fighting as much and when i did start to cry He did not stop He kept going awhile longer just to make sure He got through to me and sunk in.

After the punishment was over He told me to put my head on His lap and it was ok to cry i needed to get it out of my system and a little while later He asked me how i was and i said i feel like i am back where i should be.

Then Sir told me He wanted me to write a sentence 100 times to help it get it through to my head some more.

I do know why i did act up now because Sir started working and we are working different shifts so we are not seeing each other as much and we have not been able to have long sessions of sex and also this week i am on my period grrr.

I do want to say again i am sorry Sir and i want to be your best subbie.

Rules That Might Start and Getting Motived

Well Sir thinks that He is going to start making me post at least 3 times a week because I am getting behind in it. I have not wrote a post in days and Sir is not liking it to much. I do hope He does tell me to do it even though i might gripe about it because i do feel lost when I have not posted for days.

Sir is also saying that I am getting behind in my schooling and if I do not get any schooling done on my days off this week I will be punished. He did say I might get some punishment anyway cause i have been slacking for awhile now.

I do not no why but I am having problems getting motived into doing school and I was so motivated before so it is kinda confusing me and maybe punishment will get me back in gear. Even though I do not what to really admit it cause punishing spankings hurt like hell. If He also decides to punish me no cumming I would not be happy either but that punishment seems to get through to me quickly.

Well anyway i guess I am done for now.

My Anniversary Present

While i was working last night Sir came and brought me roses and i just know my eyes lit up with joy. Sir loves it when my eyes light up because it is like my eyes are smiling and i started kissing Him and i just could not stop kissing Him. Sir got me 14 roses for every year we have been married and also 2 carnations for our first date and one for this year. Sir bought me a white carnation corsage with a teal ribbon because i was where a teal dress.

Last night Sir maybe me feel like a queen and that i am very special and how much He loves me.

My next present was Sir said i could do anything to Him i wanted today and i do cherish when i get to do this cause it is very rare that i get to do this.
So i started to spank Him and rub His cock and His asshole and i also spanked Him really hard.

After that i started to finger His ass to get his ass ready to be fucked because Sir does like His ass being fucked. i started to use 1 finger then 2 fingers and then 3 fingers. While doing this i smacked His ass and bit His ass also and He moaned which i love to hear.

Then i got on my strapon and 11 inch dildo and put it on and lubed it up to get ready to fuck Him. Sir has gotten me to where if i where my cock it is a real one and i go wild and crazy.

After i got that ready i slowly got in His ass and started fucking Him over and over again i was going crazy and He went wild also. While fucking him i also pinched His nipples which took Him farther over the edge.

i also came a couple of times in His ass really hard which He also loves and drives Him crazy and i got a big smile from Him. i got out of Him and then He cleaned up a little bit and then He started to fuck me hard.

It did not take long For Him to come because He was so worked up and we came so hard together so those are the presents i got and i will also get tormented tonight to where i can not come until He tells me.

Both Are Busy Now and 14 Years Being Married

Well Since Sir is working now and we are working not the same shift at the same time we have not been able to see much of each other and it kinda sucks

We have not been able to play much which sucks and i miss it that is why i have not been posting much cause i have not really anything to say.

At least we have been able to do quickies cause i would go insane if i did not have any sex lol. sometimes i feel i am a sex addicted lol but Sir says if it does not take up my daily life then i am not.

Tomorrow we will be married for 14 years i just can not believe that and i just want to know where the time went and we have come a long away in 14 years.

i love Him more everyday and i know He feels the same way with me.

Well i am tired i just got off graveyard shift so i am going to stop posting more stuff cause my words are running together lol.

My Weekend

Well on Friday i had to work day shift and i had to show up a earlier than normal, which sucked because i worked the night before until 10 pm and then came back in at 530am.

i had to do this so i could go to a retreat aft
er work on Friday, but i did make it through.
After work i came home and packed and then left to go where i was suppose to go.

It was a lot of fun being with other woman and being away from home. i needed to be able to relax and i was up pretty late watching a movie.

Yesterday i was outside enjoying the fresh air because for a change it was nice and then it was over and we went out to dinner and then i came home.

i was refreshed and happy to be home and Sir was also happy to see me.
This morning we had sex and it felt really good.
Soon i will post something more interesting i promise lol.

Going Away

Well i am going away for a few a day and a half, so i will not be posting for a little while. i am also not going to post very much cause i am just plain tired cause of work and stuff.

It will be nice to have a break from home and work and family sometimes it is nice to just be alone with friends instead of family,but i will miss Sir even though it will be nice to get away.
Well i am going to call it a night i can hardly even type and my eyes are getting very heavy.

A Nice Dream

Yesterday morning i was sleeping cause i work graveyard shift the night before and while i was sleeping Sir started to kiss me and He got horny. While i was half asleep Sir tired me over and slowly got into my pussy.

I woke up a little to give Him a kiss He said it is ok this is a dream, so i laid my head back down and closed my eyes and i was kind of half way awake while He fucked me.

i also rocked my hips meeting His thrust and i enjoyed it a lot. Sir then came inside me and i came also and then we cuddled again and i went to back to sleep all the way. i was o tired from working the night before.

Then in the afternoon i was still sleeping and Sir did it again and said this is another dream like you had this morning,so i laid there while He fucked me again. i really liked it a lot and thought it was a wonderful dream.
After we both came i went back to sleep again and i was very content.

Well when Sir got home from His first day of work i told Him that i want to be spanked and feel like it was a punishing one. Sir laughed and had me wait awhile and so i kinda got out of hand because i told Him if He did not take care of me i was going to spank him instead lol.

He came back here and teased me a little more by going to sleep on me and while He did that i started to spank Him with my hand which hurt cause He was wearing His jeans still. i still kept spanking Him though and telling Him the reason i am acting up is cause i need a good spanking lol.

Sir left the room so i thought He was denying me again and i kept acting out more like the smart ass bad girl was coming out of me and He does not punish me for being a smart ass that is just what He like.

It took years for me to become one and Sir does not want to change me in that area. Well back to what i was saying lol.

Sir came in the back room with the new wooden spoons He got and i was like yikes i am in for it now.

so Sir pushed me on my stomach and started using the wooden paddles on broke on my ass cause it was cheap and i just started laughing really hard until He started spanking me harder with other things.

Sir spanked me with the belt, rubber paddle, rope whip, cane, and another cane we have and i can say He laid into me hard and my ass felt like it was on firer. While He was spanking me He said and do not dare cum.

I did want to cum really bad but i waited until He said i could and then after the spanking He started to fucked me not gentle but very hard oh it was yummy.

He did let me cum 3 times while fucking me very hard and said that is it no more cumming.

sir then got out and had me suck Him oh my i love it when I suck Him and deep throating Him and having my tongue go up and down His cock.
It was very yummy and then He came very hard in my mouth and i swallowed every last drop mmmmmmmm yummy So i can say it was a yummy afternoon.

Excited and Sex

i am so excited Sir got a job and it has been awhile since He had one and so i get my promotion and He gets a job in about a week worth of time. He will be working at a gas station just like me.

It is only 5 minutes from home so that is good also.

After work tonight Sir and i had sex it was not as long as we normally do it but Sir needed to go to bed cause i got off at a 11:30pm and Sir has to be up and 5am.
So we just had a quicky it was like only 10 minutes top but i had fun and Sir did also.

Sir is now asleep while i am awake posting cause i can not sleep yet and i will be up for a little awhile.

Everyone that reads my post i hope everyone had a Happy Mothers Day and my Mothers Day was great even though i had to work.