About my Husband and Bring my Dom also

Well I got touched by someones post yesterday that I feel I need to brag on my husband.

I love my husband very much and care about him deeply and I would not be what I am today without Him because he is the love of my life and completes me.

If we were not married I would not even know where I would be today and He is my friend and I feel a really great Dom.

I trust Him more than I ever have in my life it came to me this week about how much I trust him being my husband and Dom and that He knows what is best for me.

I love his sense of humor it took awhile to get but being married for 14 years I have caught on with a lot of it lol.

He is a gentleman to me and I can feel how deeply he cares about me and feel his love,which make me feel very safe and happy and content.

You see our marriage was not always like this because I had to come out of my shell and also get healed up from the abuse I got as a kid and I also did not realize that with the abuse it has made me stronger.

We are very honest with one another and do not keep things from each other and if something is bothering me I will come and tell him and the same with him.

We started this new fresh relationship with him being my Dom on September 21 of last you and it has molded me into a better person and I am very happy we decided to do this.

You know I feel that since I have come to trust him more this week and forever it with be easier to summit to him better and even more and I did not realize this thing with him denying me to cum for almost a week would change the way I feel about trusting him more.

He is a very carrying husband and Dom and really does not like to punish me either and he does give me chances to change my act before punishing me,which makes me feel good that he is not swift to punish.

What is also something is that with him being my Dom my self worth about myself has change and I do not think negative about myself,which is really amazing to me.

Well right now i can not think of anything more to say in this post but that this post came from my heart.

Sir i love you very much and Glad you are my husband and Dom and please keep up the good work.

Thank You for not being swift to punish me and i feel your love everyday and more everyday.

Today I Got to Cum :)

Today sir changed his mind and let me cum today because someone has our kids and He was off work today but I got tormented badly which was so yummy.

Sir told me today when he fucked me this morning before I knew I could cum today that I was going to be his slut today. I wanted to get my boss a car for his birthday so Sir had me dress in a black short skirt with no panties and a white Shirt that button down the front. Sir also had me wear a white lacy bra and had my unbutton the first button of it to wear you could see half way down my boobs.

I felt very slutty for him and notice I got some looks and stares but good stares

After lunch we went home and Sir had me use my wand and glass dildo for and hour and no cumming of course and I did ask Sir since the kids are not home can I cum today because you can torment me today.

Sir said even if you could cum today I would not tell you so i did not get my hopes up at all.

After the wand and glass didlo Sir took my out on our deck while clothed Sir took the wand and put it on my clit and left it there for a few minutes and Sir then said after the few minutes to cum.

Then Sir had me suck his cock until it got hard and then had me get on His dick while He was sitting on the couch and fucked me hard still clothed like I was man it was hot.

He told me today I want you to beg for me to cum and you will have to beg hard to cum. He told me this while He was fucking me.

After awhile Sir and I went to our room to finish more of the torment I got which was so hot and amazing. I was laying on the bed with the wand and glass didlo again and did that for a very long time.

While still using my wand Sir put clothes pins on my breast and nipples and while He was tormenting me with the dildo and wand for a few minutes when he knew I was very far into subspace. Sir started to count to 5 and said He was going to yank the clothes pins off and after he counted to 5 I knew I could cum also when He yanked the clothes pins off my nipples.
I had 3 clothes pins on each nipple and he yanked everyone of them after counting to 5 every single time.

Man it felt good because i was so high in subspace nothing I felt could Hurt me and it was so yummy and it even put me higher into subspace.

After awhile Sir then decided to use my glass dildo that has bubbles about 5 I believe but I could be mistaken. Sir used it in my pussy to get it really wet and when He knew it was wet enough. Sir then put the dildo at my asshole and when I came He slid one bubble up my ass.

Each time I came with the wand and while He was using another glass dildo in my pussy he would let me cum and then he would slide another bubble up my ass.

He did this until all of the bubbles were all in my ass he started to use the wand and glass dildo in my pussy and my ass and started pumping hard sometimes with them and I came very hard a lot of times.

Sir then took the glass dildo out and then started fucking me with his cock still having the glass didlo in my ass man it felt good.

He did this for a few minutes and had me cum also and then He got out and took the glass dildo out of my ass.

He then started fucking me with the glass dildo in my pussy again so hard I had to beg to cum and and when He let me cum I squirted so hard that I could have hit the ceiling.

You see I am a squirter and came cum has far as 7 feet so Sir had a towel that I hit so i would not hit so far and it got all over me and Sir. :0

I came so hard that my face turned red and damn it felt good and by the way the total torment was almost 3 hours.

I could hardly even move afterwards because I was so far in subspace that after I came so hard I started crying saying thank you Sir I needed this.

He just held me for a long time naked in the bed man it felt good and I was such a happy slut and he also told me I was His good slut.

After a couple hours in the subspace on a sad note I had someone tell me I really have not gone down 10 pants sizes but only pants 5 pants size because the only go 28-26 and so on it hurt me so bad that i started to cry.

Even though I knew she was wrong it still hurt and it made me feel like I did not accomplished anything and I felt like shit and wanted to just eat a lot again.

Sir told me no you will not either and I knew what would make me feel better was putting on a size 18 which made me feel a lot better and I knew she was wrong because I was a size 28.

So I have come very far because this would have have bothered me for days and I would have forgotten what I have accomplished.

On a happy note though while posting this I have started to go in subspace again because It just left after getting hurt so bad.

Tormented and fucked

Last night Sir went to be and I went back in the room also and got my wand out and glass dildo and started using it on me.While I was using my wand sir was getting some things out to get ready for today cause He was going to a BDSM picnic.
He got the paddles, canes, and cables the one I hate so much and I said you are just doing this to torment me and He said yep.

Well I was like good you will not be able to torment me tonight and he said I still have time and after he got that stuff together he did start tormenting me.

He would put my wand on high and fuck me with the glass dildo hard making me just want to cum and He said nope cant cum until Tuesday grrr fucking grrrr.

I am going out of my wand I so want to cum really bad and my clit and pussy has been aching to cum also and then after the 30 mins with the wand

I begged Sir to fuck me and He said I knew you were goign to be a good slut and ask me and so he teased me with his cock touching my pussy and I asked Sir can you please just thrust me really hard?

He rammed His cock hard into and I moaned out loud and He then fucked me hard and then came really hard into me and I still could not cum grrr again.

Then Sir went to bed and I stayed up a little while Since I had just got off work at 10pm.

Still Being Tormented

Well last night was amazing because after the girls went to sleep we went for a walk.

while we were walking Sir noticed that the top I was wearing is see through but I was wearing a shirt under it because I knew you could see my breast. I took that shirt off and Sir smiled at me because normally I just do not do those things outside. When I am very horny though I will do anything outside and not care.

While we were walking I asked,Sir I am your slut right? He said yes you are my slut and I smiled really big.

We then walked behind my gas station I work at, which know one can see us and Sir pressed me against the wall and started playing with my breast and also undid my shorts.
After that we switched and Sir was against the wall and He had me suck him and a couple of times he pushed his cock all the way into my mouth.

Then Sir told me to get on my knees and got down behind me and in just one thrust he was in me oh man it felt good. While he was fucking me he pulled my hair really tight and then came hard into my hot wet cunt.

After that we got some water and walked back home and when we got home I got tormented and used again.

For 20 mins Sir tormented me by using my wand and glass dildo and he kept fucking me hard with the glass dildo. My eyes got really big because I needed to come but knew I could not and was moaning.

While He was tormenting me he told me to close my eyes he just thought of something and got it was a cleaning brush that was not used yet for cleaning.
Sir started running it up and down my body while tormenting me with the dildo and wand.
He also put clothes pins on my nipples and breast and I was going out of my mind because I wanted to come so bad and it did feel amazing.

After Sir finished with the dildo and wand He then fucked me again very hard not giving me any rest and pounded hard into me and then came hard inside me.

After a few mins of cuddling we went of to sleep and I slept very well.

But I can say I am very horny and man I want to come but I will push on ward until Tuesday next week.

Well I got to go get ready for work now so I am done posting for now.

One Week

Well Sir has decided that I am not going to be able to come now for a week because I just feel that I need it and because he also wants to do this.

I will be his fuck toy for a week and whatever he wants I have to take it no matter what and I do not have a say in it.

I will be tormented everyday for the whole week and prolly going to have to use my wand everyday and glass dildo for 30 mins and now for a whole week I will have something to post and how much I am being tormented.

I guess you can say not coming for 3 days did not help much so now I have to go longer without cumming and I can not wear panties for a whole week either unless he says i can.

Last Night

Well as you all know I am going to be tormented this weekend and will not be able to come. Well last night I got to torment myself because Sir was tired but he was in the room watching me.

I had to use my wand and glass dildo for awhile and also give Sir a blow job and while I did that he pounded me hard with the glass dildo on my G-spot with my wand on high.

I really wanted to come but even with all the begging he would not let me come and he said if i did come that I will not be able to come for 2 weeks and tormented everyday.

So I had to just take it and get even more horny and he also said that I am going to start weekly spankings and if I still am having the same feelings he will deny me into coming for a few days.
So I m horny and want to come and Sir will also torment me tonight.

What I Have Been Feeling lately and Orgasm Denial

Well lately I have been feeling like I want to be punished and be denied to come, so I have been thinking of being bad again and breaking a rule.

Before I broke a rule though I told Sir how I have been feeling and did ask him if i could do something yesterday without breaking the rule and Sir said it was ok to use my wand.
I have to ask permission to use my wand because I like to use it so much, so Sir told me when he started to be my Dom that 1 of my rules was I had to ask to use it.

A couple of times I used it without permission and got punished the second time it was not coming for a week and being tormented the whole time and fucked at any time of his pleasing.

So have did learn and it did hit home, so I have not used it without asking for months.

Since we were on the trip He could not spank me at all, so thought of being bad was coming to mind but also since he is working we are not getting in as much play time.

So last night Sir gave me a lot of spankings like punishing ones even though I was not being punished,so I could get these feelings to stop and He did let me come a few times.
He fucked me hard from behind and told me I could come and after a couple of times He got out and told me to give him a blow job,so I sucked him for awhile and He came hard in my mouth.

After that we went to sleep and he told me how much he loves me and how I was a very good girl taking really hard spankings.

Well this around 12:30pm today I got a call from Sir that He wanted me to use my wand and glass dildo without coming and that I will not be able to come until Sunday.

This is not a punishment it is because he just wants to do this and he knows i want it also even though I will not totally admit it lol.

I used my wand and glass dildo and got myself very close to having a orgasm and then stopped myself.

I am horny now because I have not been able to come and I know He is going to torment me for these couple of days and not let me come.

Even if I beg really hard He will say no and He will keep tormenting me.

I hope this post was interesting because lately I have been feeling it has been kinda boring but hey at least I am posting lol.

I am Back

Well from June 3rd and the 9th we took a trip to Kentucky, WVa, and Va to see famliy and friends. While we were on our trip Sir did have me cum a few times while counting to 5. About a month ago Sir tried a new thing that when He counted to 5 I would cum right then.

He also teased a few times and not letting me cum be just counting to 4 and left me hanging a couple times that day lol. We were gone for 8 days and it was a very nice vacation. I did miss blogging but we had no need to bring our computers, so we had no way to blog.

Well I am going to call it a night I am a little tired from work and I got in from our trip at 6 am this morning.