Well I know it has been awhile since I blogged but I am still dealing with female problems and in so much pain it is getting to me emtionally. I have gone to the doctor over this several times and it has not been fixed.
Pretty soon I think I want to tell me doctor I would like and ultrasound after all than waiting to see her again in 2 months. We have maybe found out it might be Vulvar Vestibulitis, which is something that can not be cured over night. You are in chronic pain that never goes away and to help they put you on depression meds that help for the pain.
I just wonder if it is not that now and that I should get an ultrasound and I am tired of hurting even being spanked hurts and when we have sex I am in so much pain I am crying afterwards or during sex.
Work is even rough for me because the shift duties are very hard on me bending over oe geting on my knees to fill up the soda coolers and beer cools and it hurts when I pick up really heavy things.
I know my blogging has been boring lately but emtionally I am a mess and when that happens I isolate myself to blooging mostly.
Sir and I do talk about how I am feeling and doing and I am not isolating from him.
