Life

Well things are still going up and down with me in my female problems. I will be fine one day and not in any pain but then I will have a lot of pain again this is getting very annoying. I would like to have sex whenever I want but sometimes I cant.

One  Sunday last week Sir and i got in the shower together he started to bite me and play around I started to cry because I did not know that inside me I missed being able to have sex whenever we wanted. I miss it a lot sometimes we can have sex once a week or maybe go for two weeks, when we used to have it five days a week or more.

I am really hoping that on May 6 th I will have answers and these doctors will know what is going on with me and take care of it. I just want to get better so we can go back to where we were.

I do know this has brought us closer and we do talk about how we are feeling because we love each other very much.

I still can not wait until we go on our vacation and reconnect even more because we need it.

I really do not like being this boring  I cant wait until things get better and not be boring.

Also for the ones that read my blog still with not much going on thank you very much.

Pic

Well since I got a lot of viewers on Thursday I decided to post the pic anyway but I want to see some comments.

Life and Sex

Well sorry folks it has been awhile since I have posted I just have been emotionally messed up with my physical problems and with the robbery that happend at the gas station.

Going to doctors and getting the same answer we do not know what is wrong and why you are having this pain or symptons of swelling grrrrr,  so I am going to go to more doctors but the will not give up they will keep searching and not quit to find the answer.

Sir was very upset we have paid a lot of money to the gymn to get oh I do not know what is wrong because we do not have insurance and were dipping in our vaction money we have been saving for our trip this year.

The doctors I am going to next will look at what we make a year and give us a discounted price, which is a relief to hear.

Well I wanted to get the boring stuff out of the way first and then talk about sex.

Well 4 times now we have had a success in with me not crying in pain and flinching with every movment.

The first time man it was amazing we reconnected with each other and very passionate and I cried because I was relieved it did not hurt  at all and Sir told me how much he loved me.

The fourth time it was almost like I was becoming myself again we had rough foreplay like biting, scratching, pinching you name it happend. Then came the sex it was wonderful also and of course Sir made sure it was ok to keep going until the end when we came together.

All I could do is just nod and look in his eyes and smile so he kept going until the end. At the end I could hardly move and was very close to being in subspace I could feel it and man it felt nice to feel that again.

Well I am going to go now I will try to post more often.

A Half-Nekkid (and late) Mardi Gras

Sir wanted to take pics of me with just the beads it was for Mardi Gras and I know that is long gone but we have been busy with school and work and my physical issues so we have not been able to post them.