Well the vaction we had was very nice and we both connected with each other more than I thought, which I was very glad. We had a lot of sex, sleep, swimming and just hanging out. I was able to do more than I have been with sex slowly but surely I am getting better.
I still have my good days and bad days in hurting which I am glad because I thought I was going to be in pain forever and never get better. We laughed, talked and would cuddle and we needed this really bad.
I love Sir with all my heart and I felt the trip brought us closer again even though we were still close to one another. He is a great husband and dad to our wonderful girls and is always there for us.
After our trip though I got really depressed because I just did not want to go to work and missed being on vacation and having that time together will just the 2 of us. I mean I would even have butterflies in my stomack because of my nerves. I am still having problems working graveyard shift it is getting better, but still after being robbed I am worried that it will happen again.
My body is just tired even though I have only been back to work in 3 weeks it is crazy because my job is very physical and it gets hot in my store because of people coming in and out. When Sir finishes school I plan to cut back on my hours and just have time to do nothing.
I am trying to getting back to posting 3 times a week with being sick my rules have been lacking but Sir also did not want to put more stress on me during the really bad times when I was in so much pain 24 hours a day even in bed it hurt and never stopped.
Well I am going to go now I hope everyone wil have a great day today.
Sir I love you very much and thanks for the best vacation ever and loving me also. 
