Yesterday I Was Tormented Even More

Well Sir decided it he wanted to torment me even more even though my punishment is finished. When Sir got home yesterday He took me over his knee and started to spank me the spankings I love of course. He told me I will not be able to come until he gives me permission and it will prolly would be late that night.

For about a half and hour he spanked me and said I think I should be evil you can come but only a small one and then you are cut off from comimg until I say and of course I moaned.

When he was done spanking me he started to use the wand on me while spanking me also for awhile, which made me need to come right awayI did beg Sir to let me come he said no.

After he was done spanking me I got farther on the bed laying with my belly down he started to fuck me while using the wand on me and of course I can not come. lol

I moaned with every stroke he did with his cock and feeling the wand on my clit I really wanted to come even more he still would not let me. He wanted me horny all night we were going to a party at Hooters and he wanted me to be horny rnough to keep looking at the girls breast and butt. lol

Well I was very horny and was looking at them I also would look at him with pleading eyes hoping he would let me cum he looked at me and said no. We were there for a couple of hours and we left to go some where to get something to eat because at Hooters the people having the party had very little food and we did not really find anything on the menu we wanted.

We went to go get somethig to eat and drank a big ass long Island Ice Tea I really got a big buzz and I also get really horny when I am drunk after while we went outside to talk to a friend in the parking lot for over and hour so we could drive.

When that was over Sir decided to take a different way home where it was dark and he then took me  outside the car and left me come hard outside while he was rubbing my pussy I came really hard for Sir he was very pleased and then we left. I felt better because I had my release and was floating with pleasure.

We then we came home and went to bed, which was nice I could sleep with Sir since I worked for 5 days we had not slept together.

The Punishment Is Over

Well Sir decided to let me come early than wait on Saturday i guess it was because he saw improvement on my part i have been keeping the rules so far. Sir had sex with me and let me come I was very surprised because he did not let me know I was going to be able to.

Yesterday was a very moody day for me it is just because I am not happy at my job and i will feel trapped until I feel trapped untill I get another job. My boss keeps having me on graveyard shift and now it is full time graveyard. My boss has not get his promise he told me that he would either get me off this shift or have another person work it for me.

We I am still on it and it is really pissing Sir and I off and I have told my boss that I did not want to work it because of the robbery, so I am lookig for a job.

Well tonight I think Sir is goig to spank me because he wants to not because I am being punished plus I want a spanking. I had to put in something positive at the end of this post.

Everyone that comment on my last post thanks and for all the suggestions.

I am also falling asleep as I am typing this posting, so I need to go to sleep

Punishment

Well as of today I got punished For breaking 4 rules for awhile just Sir has had no time to punish me for them of course he might have been waiting to see if I would start up again.

Sir does not like to punish me, so it is hard for him to do it. He also knows that I am on a bad shift at work working graveyard shift but it really is no excuse on my part. I only have 6 rules I should be able to keep  up with them they are for my own good.

When Sir got home he told me to strip and then stand in the corner until he got changed for going to the pool. Well I thought it was going to be just that but it was not cause he had to use the restroom also.

I waited feeling my stomach turning with butterflies knowing I was going to become after the corner time.

He told me then to come to him and he opened our toy box for what he was going to use on me my worst fear came before my eyes he picked the thing I hate the most and he only uses it for punishment. This thing is a coax cable and it hurts like a bitch he told me I will get 8 hits with it 2 for every rules broken. He said I am to count every single one of them After that we went to the pool for awhile and again I confessed that I think he was to easy on me and he said oh we are not done by a long shot.

He told me I am to get 8 more with the bigger coax cable and I am not going to be able to orgasm for at least 2 days with a lot of torment. I do not know why but it really hurts me inside not to be able to orgasm when we have sex and I can not come with him at the end. When we were done with the pool and we were in our room Sir told me to get the cable for him another worst thing I hate.

I got the cable for him and gave it to him I then laid flat on the bed belly down of course. He gave me 2 strokes for everyone again and told me what rule that I was going to be spanked for each one of them and I was to count everyone of them again.

These were a lot harder than the last ones I did have a hard time counting them since they were that hard, also I jumped with every single stroke.

When the spanking was done He had me start to suck him for a few minutes and then I asked him he wanted me to get on top of him, so he laid down I got on top of him.

He started to fuck me hard he was not easy on me and I do not know why but every time I am not allowed to come I feel like I need to every single time. He did this for a few minutes he then came and my heart was sad because I could not come with him.

I am not allowed to come for 2 and a half days until he tells me I can and I am to use my wand at least 20 minutes without coming in those days.

One rule I have a hard time with is blogging I get discourage when I do not get a few comments on my blog and know if anyone is reading them I am just saying how I feel it does not mean I am trying to pressure anyone to do so it is just me.

Sir has told me me over and over again that I should not worry about that because this is like a diary.

Sir I am sorry for breaking those rules I will try my hardest not to break them anymore since there was no excuse for me to break them. I love you I am sorry I had to make it hard for you because I know you do not like to punish me.